presentation tomorrow.....working again?

Today received a call from Infokids ...
I got save Infokids phone , so I noe. Not surprising.
Is ong, she phone me.
She wan me go teach her how to use the editing picture software.

I said I will be free after 30 of July, Ogos.
haha...
she asked me go teach her early ...

I think she going to do for Ogos school holiday flyer.
Last time is me doing the editing ....hahah... :-)

30th of July is last day in College , cos Im going to graduate d.
30th,tomorrow ... is my presentation .

Finally 2 years plus, I study all my diploma.
haha...
now need to think ..
study or working...

tomorrow presentation, Im so nervous.
1 of a group today when presentation got error in program.
then 1 of marker wants to fail them.
hearing this news , make me more nervous.
hope maybe all will be ok.

I try to sms kwang lin and wei sheng to know whether they can go smoothing, but no answer.
Maybe they are celebrating ... dunnoe...

A Never Thought

Have you ever thought
" When you need a help , a person that you unlike she/he helped you without any condition?"

A never thought
my project can finish up on time is bcos a person I hated most in secondary helped me.

In this world many thing I never thought, this is more really ridiculous ~

My project is group work , but my group members "lost" at the last minute.
6 of them in a group, just left 2 persons
This make me very upset, and very angry.

The moment, she is onlining, and she sent me her coursework for me as reference.
Both of us are not same college, but same course.
The title we are doing is no same just a little similiar, but we are using same software.
Infact the projoct needed are similiar.

I told my mom, a thing that you never thought who helped me in my project.
She saids :" This is just study, if you started work in a company, you will realise when how bad is your secondary friends they will not that bad to tackle you, moreover they will help you"

Done this project I had stay up late until 3pm everydays.
I couldn't remember how many days .
And the last printing 500+ pages I doing non-stop until 7am, but at the end I sent to my another friend to print.
She printed 250+ pages for almost 2 hours, until 10am.
Then we had got to a friend shop for binding at 11am.

I stop printing because the margins of the pages has 'run aways'.
Indeed I saw there is still 200 pages more need to print, so I called my friend at 7am to ask for help.
Because the pages error at 301 until 313, if wan to reprint, I couldnt make it.
Bcos we need to pass to my friend for binding on 11am, if not she couldnt finish, we couldnt pass up the project on time.
So my fren, Angie, start pinrting at 471, me continue seaching the part I lost and reprint that part.

And she start print the margin also 'run away'.
The margin 'run away' is bcos we at the watermark.
To solve this problem , I printed the watermarks 500 pages first.
Then only I print the words.

Printing the documents all , is very waste time.
Bcos Im using normal home printer, the printer just allow to put about 30pages.
Therefore I need to see the printer izit out of paper , paper jam, no ink, or printer jam.

After done the document 11 pm night , I started printing until 7am ...
6.30 wake up to toilet, she saw me.... and said ki siao(hokkien)
I not dare to tell my mom that Im doing all this after dinner until now, bcos I knew she will scold.

moody

today is weekend ..
but y is me so unbearable ...

no matter doing what , I'm so angry
feel like wan to scold people ..
everything I wan , I do .. is just mess up...

what is going for me ..
izit because of project pressure?
or because I din go to born-odori?

every where I wan to go .. my mom also dun allow..
just make me more and more upset
anything i do .. just really mess up
including my laptop ... delete all my desktop file...
cant recover back ...
deleted all including my assignment works...
how to recover back ?
I really dk.

there is a problem exist ... they think is a joke.
but when the problem happen on the person they care most ...
they think is a big problem, then they only start regret..
why !!!!!...
why dun u all solve the problem when is already start happen ?
When is yourself think that is not important ...
but when is happen worst. Dunt ever regret!

a person that born to be millstone round a person neck...
the person never treated fairly
not sympathy , not pitiful, is hopeless the person!
There is no poverty live the povery of spirit

正当自己觉得是包袱， 在这世界上绝望时，
朋友及家人 开始放弃， 社会也失望时 ，
自己永远只有绝望，没有盼望！

包袱 带来的杀伤力 比不上 朋友,家人的绝望更大!