Most impression of working

oh ya.. today is countdown 3rd days of my working day.
woo~ so fast...

As usual my work always never finish.
Run here n there.
This nursery is quick big.
Three story house of semi-de joined together.
(laugh) As well as school is more big as more job to be done. ...
not a easy job, bcos as a clerk.

9.30am (if I'm not mistaken)
A little boy ... 5 years old boy, Jing Heng.
He was going up to stair , and suddenly he fell down from the 2nd step of stair.
The moment he fell down and turn his head toward me , his head is kept on blooding.
At the moment I saw all the incident happen. I was shock.
I quickly rush to see that boy.
OMG ,there is a hole on his right side of forehead and his is kept on blooding.
As fast I shout at the teacher inside office, Lim.
Then I carried up the boy and stood a side.

First he wasn't crying.
Second, I'm person tension
Third when the boy heard that he is going to hospital , he start crying and try to escapes.
Forth I'm person who are more flustered, when he start to run.

When I saw the floor, his shirt all are his blood and he is non-stop crying, trying to escapes....
I start shouting........ to the boy ....
Be patient .... nothing happen ... no pain ... is going to be ok ... ZzZZz
then Lim asked me not to shout , will scare the boy...
Oh... I had been forgotten ...
Then I cool down and look at the boy.
and try to use my hand and pacify the boy chest.

Later on principle bring the boy to clinic.
but then clinic asked to go hospital.
so they go to hospital.

Oh my, I had been shock until my soul is out of me.
what am I doing later on .... is totally blank in my mind.

This is ever impression of working.

I'm so worry bout the boy ...
Hope he is ok...
I wish to go n see he, so that I can no better.

the moment...
I wish I become a doctor , so he will not feel to pain. (no matter who)
not just all standing at there to see show, doing nothing.
At least I can learn now how about to stanch.