Sorry to my belonging

I cried for my belonging again ..
I lost my racket, the first racket I bought and the first games I played, I lost it.
Sad ... Tears..
The first time I took my racket, I don't really like it, is because its too heavy.
said: "I miss my Malaysia racket" ... until today my friend wanna borrow from me...
I couldn't find my racket. I'm nervous, I'm worried... I scare.. and I hate myself again.

WHY am I always lost my things...

From the day I lost my mobile phone, I cried...
and now ? ... the racket is BIGGER than a mobile phone, I couldn't find it..

WHY am I always wasting the money, buying things instead of I already had...

"BIG HEAD PRAWN"
Seem I came to Taiwan for study, I started to adapt to the environment
but still I always so blur, a twenty-one years old girl .... but still childish
keep on blaming myself...

So many problems need to face here, pressure, lots of homework, dorm problems, ... and now racket problem.

Last time, mobile phone is a BIG experience, but I AM STILL so Careless! @@

A Careless Girl @@